喜欢黑夜

第1考场~~*~~ says: ur blogs + night time still got what connection?
inoka says: huh..
inoka says: simi still got wat connection?
第1考场~~*~~ says: ur blog title. very dark, very lonely. like me all alone here.
inoka says: will meh?
inoka says: it's enchantin u tootz!
inoka says: lolx
第1考场~~*~~ says: enchant my ass! hahahahaaa...
inoka says: :(
第1考场~~*~~ says: change lah!! change to bright bright shineshine morning!! haha
inoka says: ...
inoka says: faintz
第1考场~~*~~ says: anyway u work now, seldom blog from late nights wat.
第1考场~~*~~ says: lex say u suuffering from DEpression?
inoka says: got ley.
inoka says: u blind huh..
inoka says: yes ah. bery depressed..
第1考场~~*~~ says: really ah?
inoka says: u wan bring me c doc huh..
inoka says: lolx
第1考场~~*~~ says: ..........



喜欢黑夜， 喜欢在黑夜不开灯的房间里，放着音乐，一个人默默地抽烟。
喜欢深夜不睡，静静地想一些人一些事情。静静地想今天有谁把我放在心裡？
也许在黑夜里，我才会面对最真实的自己。。

she..

tis woman.. hmm, knew her thru ling. first impression? mad de.. lolx!
duno wat to say abt her den. onli noe she damn noisy, damn hilarious, very darin and ooOo, very sexy!! yes, wickedly sexy.

she started readin my blog hehz and sorta like wat i pen down mostly. so on request, i is supposed to write abt.. her! gotten to noe her better le by nw coz we attendin same class and wif dat, i shld be able to write how i feel abt tis lovely lady. hmm..

*witch*
如果她是个巫婆
她会日夜研究
迟早有一天
她会把快乐炼制出来

*wild child Dele*
hollow echoes of burnin desire
bewilderin her mind so pure
yet, a teaser in her blood she craved
of dances, tears, & ivory love
go on, fill her heart wif peppery passion
breakfree gal!
together..
in search of forever love

tis moment, i shut my eyes frm the world it seems. i saw her smile.. standin tall in times of hardship is a woman like her. dun break under pressure gal, dun cry. lai lai, enter my world of imaginations ba. sometimes, dats all we needed to be strong. n becos of yr existence.. life, would be alot more worthy to smile for..

ur who u r, ur wat u r. stay who u r, stay wat u r. live who u r, live wat u r, like a child..

怎么了?

一觉醒来，便会没有任何理由的不开心，会脑子里空空的发呆，我都不知道自己这是要干什么?
好不容易等到了见面的时间，又因一句无心的 "lolx my ass" 更加让我难过得连我自己都听不见心跳。 莫名其妙地心痛。
lightly, is our love tiptoe-ing away wifout warnin ma?
该何去何从呢?
好想对他说对不起不要再吵架了。。最终还是没有。
也许，很多时候心情是因为自己而生成的。
因为心里曾经在意，因为心里曾经固执如此而已。
等我们都看清楚，想明白，我们已经走出来。

是我太过分了吗?
心里闷乱。不知道该说的，还能剩下些什么。

for my mama..

last tues i went for my class not knowin, we were all gonna be put on test on wat we'd learnt tis far.. past exam qns lyin naked infront of me, diff forms of words spiral my heart n brow for the right 1 to use.. the race against time started heavily on me. i wrote in speed lolx. so worried i ran out of time to finish all 3qns. i din even haf time to check thru den times up le! grr..

today i went for class wonderin if i even pass. suprise suprised!!

i got DISTINCTION!!! wootz! it might be jus a test but it affected me more den i ever imagined. results in hand, i was touched. starin at the grades, i saw my blur blur past flashed b4 my eyes. those days when i had good chance to strive in academic and yet trumblin down the road for my overloaded share of ignorant fun.. bad past history and there r plenty things i cannot change. but, i wanted a 2nd chance. i is can, if i wan!

ahh, so emotional.. for all the heartaches i caused my mum thru my years of rebellious existence. i hope, tis and MORE to come, will bring plenty more smiles on her face! muackss..

你我之间

你我之间，有的只剩在失落，空虚的时候有个寄托。
虽然你从来不说，我也会懂。你忘了我是如此敏感，如此聪明。
开始觉得笑，依旧是笑。却慢慢没了内容。
你我之间，结束，只是迟早的事。
因为你我之间的爱情本来就是一部忧伤可悲的童话。 。

~ 快乐是会莫名其妙的消失的 ~

寿星boy

today is adrian aka Struter 的
26th BiRthdAY!!!!



猪你好 pOor thiHg 哦，今天明明是你的生日却还要 go to work。

但是没关系，因为你收到了我的祝福，相信你今天过得会很 HaPpY。

so, 寿星佬，我 wiSh 你所有的希望都能如愿，所有的梦想都能实现，

所有的等候都能出现，所有的付出都能兑现!!

happy birthday!!!

我怕

"ahh, it's gonna be arite baby, it's gonna be jus okay..

someday, i'll unlock dat treasure of freedom in yr heart."

thr were such undefined passion in his tone. wat he din noe was.

the key was stashed away, hidden deep by her a long time ago..

like bird lost in flight, her heart will nvr be the same.

~ the end ~

happily everafter..

love fills the moment n the moment begins eternity..

it was least xpected of guohua to get married within such short notice. he's oways so busy makin $$. 1day he jus called me up n said, "er jie, im gettin married!!" n thr, him n his lovely wife. all of us below r so happy for him.


weddin dinner oways start late de, so thr we go again. takin pics time! tis 2 men was wif me thru out my hardest time. meow meow n adrian!! my fav boys!


my dearest dearest meow n me.


nor.. adrian n me. says my fone sucks. so we took most pics wif his w810i. oso so so nia ma. zz


i like her hair the best! it's been awhile but the curls still look good.. sexy!


check out steven's red lobster face. dinner oso haben start n he oready started drinkin like mad.


lolx, drunk by the 7th dish. not bad la, at least he was drunk sittin straight.


take pic wif me so borin meh.. lolx faintz


isn't she cute? haha.. my fav gal wif jason, her fav man.


eug, me, meow and adrian.. O2 atom lagi worse. 3mega pixel meh? laoya!!

~ 对的时间，遇见对的人，是一生幸福。~

last of June

30 June 2006

met von to to go walk walk after work n she is so sweet. bought me tis 4 realli nice chocolate. the heart shape 1 so nice to eat. it's lychee taste!! i wan go buy le..

29 June 2006

had lunch wif Hin. took me to tis old skool LOR MEE.. yummy although i dun haf much appetite.
he bought me tis ciggy from korea. so cute so long so thin. but i hafta suck like 10times harder n yet i cannot taste anythin at all.. faintz. shld haf listen to shireen n not open it at all.

26 June 2006

my 1st ever press launch (at SPH) since i joined ASME. nearer the award, i'll be very busy!! i was warned. lolx busy is good. busy is good. for me at least.

24 June 2006

went LOOF with jo n ling. jus the 3 of us. it's was nice.

had cosmo and lychee martinis!!

21 June 2006

shanny was at the teller when tis boy came up to me (i was smsing) and asked.. "jie jie, can u take a pic of me?" i was like.. "sure.." and took tis pic. so cute hor. i tot he might wanted me to bluetooth him? if he has a fone of coz. lolx guess wat? he said. "no.. for you.." and ran away aft i ask him if he wans a copy of the pic. 他的出现，我微笑了。