时间，到了。

If there is one decision in the past you can change, which one would it be? And if you can really change that point in life, would you? - Quoted by mojave

sometimes i wish i could
sometimes i wish he would
sometimes..
just sometimes
i should just let it go
i should just let a lot of things go
and each time i say i cant
i actually can
but maybe i never wanted to
i have to have something to look forward to
its taking way too long to heal

太多如果

人总爱说如果。

如果我早一点如何如何。。
如果我先这样那样。。
如果当初我能这般那般。。

如果真的可以如果，是不是现在就不会是这样的真实。
也许，上天早已安排了一切。
就连如果，也是我们生活中上天安排给我们的遗憾。
似乎，正因为有了这些遗憾，才能弥补我们脆弱的心灵空洞。
如果懂得将这全部的如果埋藏在心底，成为自己永远不会知道的秘密，
心或许可以慢慢的静下来，所谓的如果也就变得不再重要了。

do you realize that ‘if only’ makes you cry?

不见了

you were mine
you were there
always there
now you are gone
gone forever
disappeared
lost forever

so sad

有一天，也许有一天，你会回来的，对吗?

b.l.a.n.k

why we keep pretending long after we should have stopped.
you are still here, with or without a reason, only because i let you be.
my fault, i guess you could say. i couldnt let us go.
“you dont exist”
maybe if i say that enough, you and everything else will disappear..

至少我曾为你哭过

“I wanted to date you to my secret hiding place. You would go if I asked you to, I knew that. But I realized I did not want to see you staring into space and wishing that you were somewhere else.” ~ Jodi Picoult (Mercy)

together you once said to me. together is something that the two of us will never be, even if we were to stand close to each other, doing the exact same thing. our together doesnt have allowance for a happy ending. it doesnt have an ending.