hmm...

i dreamt of bradley...

he asked me to join him.

and so i said, im coming. im coming.

im almost there. wait for me..

hmmm..

no one will notice.

"The furthest distance in the world

Is not between life and death

But when I stand in front of you

Yet you don't know that I love you

The furthest distance in the world

Is not when i stand in font of you

Yet you can't see my love

But when undoubtedly knowing the love from both

Yet cannot be together"

其实，最凄绝的距离是两个人本来距离很远，互不相识。
有一天，相识，相爱，距离变得很近。
然后有一天，不再爱了。
本来很近的两个人，变得很远。

甚至比以前更远。

我没在哭，只是在讲我的故事。

if you wonder, wont you ask?

真可笑

he always say the same bullshit to me. “i never meant to lie. i never meant to upset you. im very very sorry.” his words are so interchangeable that they no longer hold the meaning they were supposed to. i knew he was lying all along. all it took was someone else to tell me everything. on one hand i felt guilty for calling him an assholic lying bastard, yet on the other hand i know that because of his actions, i couldnt really feel any other way. but its okay. i will be out of here soon..

lucky me

不会再还原

am too tired to think and feel

am too tired to wish and pretend

am too tired to regret and cry

im tired, i have no more to say

3 fucking more months..