contusion elsewhere

my newest bruised spot hurt massively when von poked it this morning. i actually saw stars and almost passed out. ok, overly exaggerating a fair bit here. still, it was very sore to the lightest touch. i was very sensitive and extremely careful not to let anyone come close at all.. yet, as much as it hurts, im grateful for having this pain. it is a reminder of bruises i had previously that faded, pain that subsided and eventually disappeared. i do know my heart will go through this pain with the bruised spot waiting for its very own recovery..

我没有哭，我只是在流泪。