when will enough be enough?

so much bullshit. so much bullshit.
SO MUCH BULLSHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so angry. i need a stronger word for what im feeling since evening. anger isnt it. more like sad and confused. is like there is this incredible mixture of love and hatred for her and i cant articulate exactly why. too often i had to chew through her stupid attitude, but now things are going to be markedly different between us. yeah whatever. its never finished, and never heals.

me? what about YOU?
fate made you my sister, but we might as well be strangers. so go ahead. drink from my veins a little longer. i havent got much left..