how do u mend a broken heart....

cOLD says: *sniff sniffss*
inoka says: heyhey..
cOLD says: i have a question ask u.
cOLD says: do u think one can die from a broken heart?
inoka says: hard but possible?
inoka says: heartache = dpression = weakens immune system
inoka says: being dpressed can make u die frm simple diseases
inoka says: those dat u wld normally jus take a pill and be done wif it..
inoka says: so hor
inoka says: technically.. yes u can ba.
inoka says: y ah.. yr heart very pain nw?
cOLD says: nope.
inoka says: chey!
inoka says: den y u ask?
cOLD says: not pain doesn’t mean my heart’s not dying.
inoka says: huh..
inoka says: wey u ok ma?
cOLD says: ok. just very emotionally cold.
cOLD says: very tired
inoka says: go rest la..
cOLD says: of living,

cOLD says: of being alone.
inoka says: …
inoka says: i noe of top 10 ways to die
inoka says: u wanna hear abt em?
cOLD says: nah
inoka says: … tink u go slp better la
cOLD says: it is really better to love and lost then to have never loved at all?
inoka says: eh…

i struggle wif dat qns, im not sure. in a way it is, but at the same time its not?
funny isnt it? thr are soo many frens and pple ard us... yet, sometimes, we... i... i feel like thr is no one who is realli out thr who tinks the way i tink, no one who cares as much as i do... i tink ive oready accepted dat thr will nvr be any1 who makes me feel like im a part of dual being. thr is a handsome man who adores me. hes kind inside, and cute outside, but im still looking for someting, someting perfect? yet, despite the fact dat i noe it probably nvr will happen, im still lookin... dun we all feel lonely sometimes?

"Why is it that only in the very beginnings of a relationship are you aware of the heat coming from inside a person, of the number of inches you would have to move for your shoulders to brush as if it were an accident?" quote frm Mercy - Jodi Picoult