u can nvr imagine how screw up life can be until u've seen mine... haiz

sometimes pple used to say, "haf they all gone crazy now? tokin wif the dolphins n all dat!!" but once we're learned the langauge of the dolphins, tis mutual approach, dat could be the moment of signification change in our messed up civilization.

bad bad bad headache...

an old postcard filled wif admirations frm a senior when i was in nafa..
ah, memories flashed back like it was jus yesterday..

Behold, set yourself free from desire

my pretty child

Break chains from your legs

and soar towards the sky

Fly and glide, real high

Kick stones from your path

and remove all barriers

Declare yourself

Queen of the northern land.
~ Jeremy 1994 ~

~ The cruel pain of him

betrayed

She regrets it.

Her intense longing for

a moment in time

He denies it. ~

written by Cristallite based on a true story of her very own love made wrong. now fills wif nothin left but regrets. y lettin go will oways be difficult especialli aft u lost it all? n y din pple learn the art of cherish when u still haf it within yr palms. hmm.. love is so full of misery, loneliness n sufferins n its all over too soon.

the moon kisses,

my mirage life begins.

passin thru immortality,

i seek solace

in his tragic world.

resuscitatin,

every wanderin souls

wif one fatal kiss of

eternal bliss.

i had a dream. thr was tis vampire i fell in love wif. i beg him to let me in his cruel world.

he obliged, kissed me n made me his kind. i was his queen, his follower.

i participated n witnessed every blood thirsty acts n felt everything like it's real.

today, i finalli noe how they live their lives of lonely existance. how beautiful...

i hid behind illusions of happiness
unaware,
things oready had changed
u insisted on the many undefined confusions
pretendin those magic moments so lost,
alive..

not exactly feelin too good to feel sober now. mayb i shld jus get myself some drinks. be drunk... hmm, or maybe high enuff to feel not so bitter? yeah, i shld do dat. i need to drown my sorrows..

i breathe quietly behind u

you said i bring no warmth
you said i felt like snow
cold and naked,

i tried to enter your life
of companies with solitude.

written by MofoChaos

a poem i received today via email frm a friend.. said he was sorta inspirated by my blog, thus tryin to unleash his inner talent he claimed! ^^ nice try nice try haha.. gonna jus post here to share. :) dun mind k?