"do u love me?" she gazed sadly at the once so familiar face. dat same face she fell in love wif. "i did..!!" he replied wif such force. "u did? u did...." she looked away, tears smother her breath like frosty raindrops. "no no.. i do..." his eyes transfixed gently on her not knowin, hurt was oready done.

where is dat love now? moved on to somewhr wifout her ma? y did he neglect a heart so tender? she has no more tears left to weep. time has taken their love away. n on xmas eve, she has no1 to say goodbye, but herself.

seriously vivian u shocked me wif yr xxxxx postins in my taggy. so long le,
u shld noe im not interested in e man u fancy so much in vain. i can't help it wif his affections. im jus as helpless as u wor. if u reckon by screamin yr lungs out in my taggy makes u feel better, den go ahead ba. i wun delete em like i did to yr smses n emails. its kinda pointless replyin to u. u dun seems to get it at all. for yr record, i did stay away frm him. dats y i din show up. i did sms him abt my not goin at all. n thrs isn't any promises to even start wif.. get yr facts rite b4 u yell n lose yr head over tis. erm, outta good will, maybe u shld try rubbin e magic lamp above n a genie might jus appear to grant u e wish u yearn most?

my heart is so badly wounded 2day.. a xmas eve. sad.

silkroad online is a fuckin retarded game!!!!

A duck walks into a pet store and asks the attendant, "Do you have any duck food?" The attendant says "No" and the duck leaves. The next day the duck is back and enquires once more, "Do you have any duck food?" The attendant, thinking the duck very stupid, replies, "No." The duck exits the store. He repeats this process again and again.
Several days later the duck returns to the pet store. This time he receives the answer, "No, and the next time you ask me if we have duck food I'll nail your feet to the counter and bash your head in with a cricket bat." The duck smiles complacently and leaves.
The duck strolls into the store the next day, moseys up to the counter and asks, "Do you have any nails?" Put slightly off his guard, the attendant mutters, "No..." So the duck grins and asks, "Do you have any duck food?"

i tot dat was realli funny.. haha

im graspin for words to describe my feelins rite now.. im so haunted by the ironical truth of finalli knowin wat i wan happier n yet can't haf anymore. tis few weeks, i was drinkin xpectations like essences man, floodin my soul wif obligations. i knew i was a 'pleaser' to a certain xtend but nvr tis much. todate, i reckon my endless yearnin to dream in time outside the ordinary will be left to decay. haiz! my defenses r so so broken n torn. do i realli hafta let dat fire in me, extinguished?! tis is life yea? yeah, tis is life...

i knew if i run, i'll be runnin forever. .

alightin gently frm my languish heart

i found my almost forsaken path

as u ceased to sparkle

my soul will take its flight

wifout entrapment,

wifout u.