im graspin for words to describe my feelins rite now.. im so haunted by the ironical truth of finalli knowin wat i wan happier n yet can't haf anymore. tis few weeks, i was drinkin xpectations like essences man, floodin my soul wif obligations. i knew i was a 'pleaser' to a certain xtend but nvr tis much. todate, i reckon my endless yearnin to dream in time outside the ordinary will be left to decay. haiz! my defenses r so so broken n torn. do i realli hafta let dat fire in me, extinguished?! tis is life yea? yeah, tis is life...
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