简.简.单.单.的.幸.福

我似看见，
生病时无微不至的关怀，
受伤时悉心照料的安慰，
至亲背后无私的支持，
犯错时怜爱的轻骂，
一切尽在其中，不言而喻。

相信这份纯真。
相信它的简简单单。
只希望你幸福。
这样就够了，真的够了。

舍不得舍不得舍不得

you are here
you always have been
it doesnt matter how distant you are
and for all the wrong reasons
im still here
as i gradually dismantled the love ive created myself in
we will say goodbye
and that was all
there wasnt much to say

因为亲近所以能够伤害。不是吗？

tu me manques

又下雨了。这雨已经断断续续下了一整天。坐在电脑前偷偷地发呆，听着窗外的滴答声，呼吸着类似泪水掺杂的空气，是那么的舒适。总是喜欢在雨天追寻早已失去的美丽，习惯在滴答声中回忆着过去。给自己平添一些伤感，好像在雨中的伤感更让人觉得安全。因为，把心沉入雨中的忧伤能让人触摸到生命的本质。或许只有这样，我才能感觉到自己是存在的。。雨还在下，似乎越来越大，惦记你的思绪却难以收拢。雨天那依依不舍的思念，透着泥土的味道，你闻到了吗?

creeps in

“I was never more alone than when you were inside me. Filled with an emptiness so profound. That you could be inside my very skin and still I couldn't touch you at all…”

aw i know that.
looking someone in the eye and knowing they dont see you.
fucking someone all over while knowing he dont love you.
exactly like the more we worship love, the better we understand loneliness.
and no matter how much more we wore, it is still terribly cold.
too eager chewing on leftovers, we choked.