shields down to 7% and dropping

没有了激情的爱情，
从火热慢慢走向平淡，
最终只剩下一种戒不掉的习惯。
明知不可爱却爱深了，
是不是就等于是飞蛾扑火？
情人，知已。
这条界限到底应该划在哪里？

心打烊了

dont try to talk to her with such anguish in your words.
dont try to touch her pretending everything is fine.
and dont you dare tell her you are sorry..

too late.

shes already gone.

在哪

what a place for one to find..
and where the hell is my nook?!

my love

我的狗狗已经不像以前一样蹦蹦跳跳了。
他已经老了。他真的老了。
只能希望他若觉得在我身边很幸福，
他会健健康康的再多陪我几十年好吗？

The average dog has one request to all humankind. Love me.
~ Helen Exley

goodbye brav… goodbye.

ghost and him

看着你，
就能看穿你。
我是如此的聪明，
谎言又如何能骗得过我。

不可能。

口中的脆弱

our silence
drives me crazy because its so deafening.
makes me angry because none of us got nothing to say.
and we glare into space because we have no where else to look.
its numbing how we cant feel each other.
yet it hits so hard i could scream.
but i cant because theres nothing to scream about.
wish i could talk to you, but i got nothing to say really..

爱情真的离我们好远好远。

梦越是甜越伤人

我选择了回到梦里去。
去到了一个根本不应该存在的世界。

her dreams, my dreams, it doesnt matter. we are still dreaming..

yet, i have nothing but empty words that tried to make sense to us here. i never knew what hurts more, losing someone or knowing we had nothing left to keep us together except for the fear of being alone. so, sometimes we wander away into our dreams for awhile so it hurts that much more when we come back. or it feels more intense and alive. it feels beautiful even though we knew, if we dream long enough it will all be over... all of it.

is it a secret if everyone knows but nobody talks about it?

our coma

whatever i said apparently isn't enough..

关心彼此，爱着彼此
然而最终选择的
却是一次次的伤害
没了浪漫
没了柔情
没了温暖
没了感动
没了心疼
没了谅解

都没了

以为他会懂

again it ends the same way
only to start over
five days later
two months later
again ending the same way
he waited for so long, too long
he forgot what it was he was waiting for
the rope was not long enough
two more inches
just two more inches

“It’s easy to find fault in someone when you are looking for something wrong, but it is difficult to accept their goodness when you have already made up your mind that they are bad.”