this christmas we had a nice yummy dinner and hung out. we dont get to see each other often and it was nice to catch up with everyone, especially with jan when shes not wailing that much. we also had a good time telling old stories for the 1,999,99 time and spent a lot of time laughing at the silly things we used to do. all in all, it was truly an awesome evening for me.
jan is 6 months old now and growing fast. seeing her responded and smile for real when we tried to get her attention, she made it so easy for us to love her. i actually had moments where i started to think about her growing older. what kind of teenager she will be? who will she date? who will be her friends? who will hurt her for the first time? how good of a student will she be? how will she dress? how much will she love us? will she ever appreciate how hard her parents work to provide the best life possible for her? will she ever understand how deeply her godmas love her? but in the midst of all those questions, i know that she has an incredible mummy who will raise her wonderfully..
