Liz the chicks-ball founder

few days ago, i was away for 2days, on mc coz fever.
when i left, some of my chicks look like tis.. nice n cute..


aft i returned to office, my chicks became like...
liz is so naughty! shireen not ard to play wif her.. she very bored!
she taped em up like ball n left it on my desk!!



now she's on leave, i wanna do sometin "nice" to her toys
as well la.. so, went to her over-crowded desk plannin..

lol!! she very smart la.. she saw it comin thus she

left us a note.. see! i tink ah i dunwan die young. so..


so dats the end of the story! lolx...

back to work. we play tml...

等待快乐的延续。。

他的班工桌，我那封迟早的辞呈

好久不写日记，也许不再有那个心情，也许心情有但是敲打键盘的心已远去，只能文字留在脑海，一闪而过。但，现在我要字字不漏的记下，记下我的决定，与她们的约定。

现在回顾那曾经的过去的，那一切点点滴滴的忙碌，喜悦，挫折，泪水。。我早已深深明了，我唯一的执着，唯一的不舍得，也只有她们。。

我要离开了，不是因为这里不美丽，是不想再面对一些总缠绕在心里的迷茫，外面世界大了，心却越来越小。
我要离开了，不是因为不想和她们呆在一起，是不愿一次次面对同样的局面。忍受上面的无理取闹一贯都是我们应该做的，但，什么事情，人总得有个限度。
我真的要离开了，我会带着一些眷恋，带上一起留下的回忆，从这不再属于我们的地方，悄然离开。

然而，我会将所有属于我们的酸甜苦辣全部变成最美的记忆，然后一切重新开始。用这漫漫的时间来磨练自己，用这漫漫的时间来等待她们，等待快乐的延续。。

my first..

such great honour to actualli haf my first "while drivin.. tyre punctured!" xperience wif EVO and on ECP! luckily meow n johan wif me. makes my almost 4hrs long waitin for the the loadin/unloadin of the car slightly less miserable.. faintz..


it was bfore exit of Rochor when the &^%$*! tyre decided to burst!
well, pple who r drivin, pls fix yr car if thr r some alignment issue.
no kiddin man..

took the toll truck 40 mins to reach us n nther hr + to actualli load the 4wheel drive evo!

gosh, so troublesome! thrs like ants everywhr and nowhr is safe frm em crawlin up our legs!

i was playin wif my fone, takin pics. aft sometime, they realised its gettin abit too dangerous and damn, i was ordered by both to stay away when the guy loadin the car.. so i could onli.. stay inside meow's car and peep frm a distance. lolx BORED!

the boys. johan n meow..

so cute the wheels! travellin ard wif the 4xtra wheels requires xtremely slow speed.

cant control the car frm swayin left rite on high speed.

finalli!!!! maryann safe and ready for changin of tyres first ting next mornin.

haha, maryann is the name we came up for his red evo, while waitin for the loadin.

nice rite!? hee..

every1 commented how lucky i was to haf some1 ard when all this happened..

yeah, i tot to myself. how fortunate i was... in a certain way. :P

면죄를 기다림

心，一直浮在空中。真差。

我想我是真的疲惫了。严重的疲惫了。那累到谷底的呐喊，连自己都听不到。
究竟怎样做才是对，才是最好？有人可以教教我吗？
很累，不想去想。。开始发现，也许我已爱上不和人接触的感觉。

感叹，原本是最近的距离，因为我的累，而陌生了。
原来，在无休止的等待里，什么都会变冷。。

沉沉睡去

i received a sms frm a long-time "no longer dat close" friend, G. She asked me if "ive heard". anytime some1 starts a conversation wif dat sentence, wif "did you hear abt...", it cant be good. so, i hadnt. i hadnt heard. and... it wasnt good.

so, back to the shockin news. some1 died. a mutual fren, some1's husband, a daddy.
he died. suddenly. almost tragically dead of a very sudden massive heart attack.

i was like, wat!? hes onli, almost young 30ish, abt my age.

as kids we learn to draw pretty hearts as art and as we grew older, we were taught of its importance. we knew it signifies love. yet, in all actual reality, our hearts is nvr pretty, oways bloody and fragil. and if oneday, it decided to stop, decided to clogged, it breaks down and we r screwed. its over. we r done.

many centuries ago, pple dun just die suddenly at tis age. they die alot older..
wat is happenin to us?

心里的迷茫

一个人的时候，难免会胡思乱想。幻想一些六根不静的事。
忽然想起这一些词，待嫁。婚纱。戒指。逃婚。然后私奔。。

一直都对私奔有着一种莫名的好感。紧紧的抓住那双不被认同的手，就能感受得到的心跳。那放逐天涯的美感，以爱为首，以日月为证，投抛一切现实和梦境，向着有山有水的地方行走。在彼此的小指间拴上细细的红绳，走过每一个相爱的春夏秋冬。我的心甘情愿。我的期许，我的静默守望。你，感受得到吗？

但如果真有那么一天，应该到哪儿去呢？
想了想，不如奔月球吧，据说那边只有一对情侣和一只玉兔，可以安居且远离人烟。。

高高在上

请不要因为爱上了一个人，就把自己放在了一个狭小的空间里。
请不要因为深爱着这个人，就把自己的双手禁锢在枷锁里。

请你一定不要。。

我

只是一只无奈的九尾狐，全身有彩红色毛皮的那种。