a little someting frm a cabbie

got on a cab and saw a container full of complimentary fortune cookies. me being as polite as ever, i asked the cabbie if i could help myself to one..

driver: “you sin-ga-por 人?”

meme: “erm.. yes, why?”

driver: “oh.. no la. onli tourists or ang mos will wan to take. Sin-ga-por 人 all very shy one..”

meme: “………………….”

ok, so i thot frm dat very moment, i became one of the rare *buey paiseh* Sin-ga-por 人 aftall.. lolx i gobbled the treat and then read my fortune. it says im on my way to startin someting new! perhaps its onli coincidence dat im actualli on my way, first time to see my potential customer, alone. it sounds lucky to me. lolx so i stashed the message in my bag, vowed not to throw it away til my fortune came true. hehz.. and oh in case you wanna noe, yes, i closed dat deal.. good rite? lolx

was sharing tis incident wif my colleagues and my vp, madeline was so skeptical!

madeline: “wat! you dare dare take n eat? wat if got 迷药 how?”

meme: “huh, where will la..”

madeline: “eh u nvr noe, i dun even dare take sweets frm the driver if he ever offer me.”

liz: “those cookies all pre-packed one la! so easy wan to drug pple meh?!” *roll eyes*

erm who will wanna drug her.. i was amused..

心里能装着的

男人男人，怎么还没有睡去。

我的心，因你而伤。

想狠心对你不闻，不问。

可是，还是这样念着你。。

我不断在回想着过去。

假如一切都没因为你而开始，

现在会有着一个什么样的结局？

如果告诉你，我能够轻易的转身走开。

不告别，不回头。 你信吗？

30 大寿

为什么？
当你希望时间的脚步放慢的时候，它却反而加速脚步，毫不留情的吞噬你奢望永远青春的小幸福。避近三十，日子更是难熬。八月二十三那天，终究还是来了。。

my very 第一个 bday present from joey. a wallpaper wif my nick, specially designed by him for me.. it was very sweet of him la.. 真让人感动!

it was a bday dinner for gary at jumbo and my task was to lure him to smoke, so the gals can prepare his cake n present.. wat i 打死没料到 was they actualli planned it as a surprise bday celebration for me as well. i was speechless when i saw the 65 candles and names on the cake. the gals, my dearest.. alot up their sleeves..

the gals bought me jodi picoult's novel. they very smart and cunnin hor, buy for me but all get to read!! anyway, tink i better stay away frm mj.. get 书 for bday wait gamble will 输输输!!! faintz..

angela! wat can i possibly say abt my darlin sis? she said i had too many pair of shoes.. yet she went thru trouble to find the two pairs i wanted to buy but din as no sizes, for my bday present. god, i love her so much…wif or wifout the heels, of coz!

ok i noe, i complained a lot abt her, shes quite irri at times, nono, most time. other den dat, shes quite a sincere nice lady la. and, i was surprised when she bought me someting, a pig cushion. oh she, i was referrin to my vp, madeline.

2^nd present frm joey, wootz!! he noes wat i fancy now. tis man pays attention to everyting. he noes i simply love her books now! he chose tis title coz i abit 变态的, like killin, death, murder type.. liz says its one of her best books. oh yes, i wld need a magnifyin glasses to see wat he wrote on the two 相思豆s！

mr guy, who r you? whr you come frm?? grrrr… 天啊, anonymous roses and doggy frm? searchin high and low wifout an ans. yet, somehow i felt tis closeness wif the sender.. i wld guess its S, so hey, if its you. call me!

walkin balloon dog! ok, i haf not seen tis ard and its so cute! 很山龟 rite? i even leash it ard the office.. so funny.. kaka. thanks to liz and her yandao hunky bf, marcus, i had so much fun wif tis guardian pooch!

another major surprise, 99 roses frm jon! gosh, i haf nvr received roses dat many! its huge and pretty and i had to leave it in the office over the weekend.. sad! the hand written card made me smile.. but aft knowin the pricey roses can match up to 2+ birkenstocks, i almost fainted. lolx..

the gals gave me another surprise! no wonder ask me nice or not la when liz was tryin on.its meant for me! they bought me tis top frm gg5, very very very lovely, very very me! 早知道all i oso say NICE!! hahaa…

after dinner on my bday, together wif jon, we met adrian, angela, eug, kel, julia, von, gomes, meow for kopi at tcc. they shared and got me a mp3, latest by samsung and a musical bell bell i oways wanted :) usually, bday is pple treat me, onli em ah, i hafta treat kopi and its not cheap k! $163!!.. faintz.. 真是的！

还有那些 sms 祝贺我的人，谢了！我把这天写下因为未来是不可预见的。我明白，人与人的相遇，是刹那。人与人的相聚，也非永恒。只怕下一秒，已 物是人非。。

麻烦鬼

The MAFANGUI by JOEY

“my dear, you need only look into your own darkness-enshrouded spirit to find your soul..”

sometimes we forget the importance of the world inside of us. we go thru life so consumed with thots and work dat we forget the beauty dat existed in us. today, he showed me how he saw me. he saw beauty in me..

如此的熟悉

Do not assume that she who seeks to comfort you now, lives untroubled among the simple and quiet words that sometimes do you good. Her life may also have much sadness and difficulty, which remains far beyond yours. Were it otherwise, she would never have been able to find these words -- Rainer Maria Rilke

鸵心

姓高的说我是属鸵鸟的。每当要面对莫事莫人或感觉有丝毫不对时，就只会逃避。我只知道逃。我不知我是不是在替另外一个人活着。当我醒来或者等某人醒来，来接替自己，继续逃。其实我也不知道自己为何要逃，在逃些什么。

也许都快三十了，自己还似个天真的孩子，单纯的想要追求完美，想把自己心里的天堂棲身缩沦为现实。偏偏现在的生活几乎有种把我打垮的能量，让我连呼吸都越来越沉重。我想我要逃，会逃，也只是因为对活着的点点失望。。

trixie..

~ It was no coincidence that fear could move a person to extremes, just as seamlessly as love. They were the conjoined twins of emotion: if you didn't know what was at stake to lose, you had nothing to fight for. ~ quote frm The Tenth Circle

The Tenth Circle & My Sister's Keeper by Jodi Picoult

its been INTENSE and AMAZIN and HEARTBREAKIN and almost all-encompassin. everyting she wrote, moved me to tears..