i dun wanna say gdbye, not yet...

"think its time for you to find a better man den me. i will still care n love u til u found dat 1.. i can't haf u waitin aimlessly for me, not knowin whr we will land. i can't bear to let u go but i hafta. spread yr wings n GO baby.. " (tis is so fuckin bullshit!!!)



the trial has just smashed onto her n he haven't said it was over. onli a dunoe how far walk towards end of a beautiful struggle of love n waitin.. haiz
can't imagine the grief when i read abt it n the amt of hurt she's goin thru.

she seems pretty cool when she told me see how ba..
perhaps she had mastered the art of lettin it down easy.
but, freedom aint an easy conquest im afraid. or maybe tis is her version of 自由。
yet, its scary how calm she was...

可怕的不是放手。可怕的是当她说放手的时候，反而抓的更紧。
伤害是这样，外表完整无缺，内在已经支离破碎。。

yes, she wanted out when things were so insecure. he din let go of her. now she brave it all and stick wif him thru thick n thin.. now he's stable, they could have a bright future 2gether..
why he suddenly wanted a change like dat in time of bliss,
will always remain unknown i reckon.
if he love her like she love him, 一切的一切 shouldn't be a problem le ma.

tmd, pack of lies is oways so easy for the 1 tellin it..