27 February 2007

trapped



the bell tolls in my mind by a few simple words.. i feel a part of me dyin. thrs nuthin left behind of wat i thot was beautiful.. i felt my heart sentenced. either i will die of coldness or dissolve in the atmosphere of time.. time, how much time do i haf to waste? mayb angela was rite, it is rainin happiness ard me yet i no longer had clouds above my heart.. wtf, i dun even noe me aft all this years.. how come i nvr see my real face, my real heart, my real me? yes leave me alone, back off.. dats wat i wanted, isnt it jac? mayb hell is wat i wanted, wat i needed, wat i deserved..

yr heaven is not for me, and it nvr will be, frm now on.

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