07 October 2008

赤裸裸的回避

^GTfist says: u know?
inoka says: noe wat?
^GTfist says: its a small world out there.
inoka says: uh..
^GTfist says: empty small world.
inoka says: yeah i noe
^GTfist: so tired. so tired of trying to reach u.
inoka says: ..
inoka says: boo..
^GTfist says: i miss you..
inoka says: how can you miss me?
inoka says: when im rite here..
^GTfist says: but you are not here. you never are.
inoka says: ..
^GTfist says: quit your .... u can do better than that.
inoka says: ....

its a cruel small world. and hasnt it always been this way? believe or not, its shrinking alot faster than you think. you find that im harder to reach these days. dont know ever since when i realised that reaching me goes nowhere. i rather be gone but im still there listening. listening to the phone ring. unsure if i should answer. i never answer the phone anymore unless im certain its something i want to hear. and i know it never is.

sorry..

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