22 September 2005

5:14 am. can't slp again. a worried friend called me. seekin advices to help her grievin sis to feel better, stop her frm tearin n maybe even recover frm the loss of her love, a man who left her. she is hurt so bad that she stop eating, sleeping, hanging out with friends.. she's onli 21.
ah, i was emotionless, maybe i dunno her personally, maybe cuz tis is happenin to every1 at least once. i told him to let her be. suggest bring her for sad movies, radio her sad songs, read a sad novel. let her mourn. let her feel sad. let her haf a good cry, wash out her heart. he said cryin is bad. he dun see the sacredness in tears. every tears is gd for the soul. a powerful weapon to recover frm heartaches. if 1 fall to the deepest pit, 1 will learn how to brace 1self n find a way up again de. when she cry no more tears. she will stop.
he said i'm cold-blooded. :( grr.. to grieve love gone wrong is hurtful. we all noe dat dun we? the journey is a long walk frm happiness but if she dun do the necessary mournin, the pain will go away meh? it wun. it will jus go hide elsewhr, somewhr deep. 1day, it will come back n haunt her, torture her.
bfore he hung up. i told him she will be arite de. nothin dun heal thru time, nothin. someday she will be ok. there might be a stain on her heart but the pain will be gone. she will look back n laff at her sorrow today.
easier said den done he said. hmm, wat else can i say? lolx.
hao lei. time for tryin to slp..
It is such a secret place, the land of tears. -- Antoine de Saint --

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